I Don't Know

I don't know.

Why does everybody resort to using this phrase simply because they are too lazy, scared, confused, or just too bottled up.

I can never trust people who say this anymore because I honestly don't know if they are keeping me from the truth and playing off that they "don't know."

This just frustrates me because it comes up everyday in my life. You don't always realize it but listen to how many times you say it and think about if you really mean it.

I admit to doing it all the time and I proudly call myself a hypocrite because most times I am too lazy to explain something or speak freely.  If some random person asks me for directions I usually help them but sometimes I am just in a mood where I don't care to help so I say "I don't know." Or my mom will ask about a friend and how they are doing and I will just say "I don't know" because I really don't feel like explaining to her about this person. 

But I just hate when people say that and deep down I know that they are lying to me. I can tell...I am not stupid.

I think people use it as an escape ladder. But you wanna know something? . . . That ladder doesn't last forever. It has an end.

Cupcakes, NYC, and Disgusting Heat

Ok, so it has been forever since I have blogged. And yes I haven't had much passion towards writing my feelings in public.

But I did want to talk about yesterday and how fun it was!

Took a trip to NYC with Dan and met up with Joe (disneykid1) and walked around in the disgusting heat. lol It was sooo hot and humid and to make it worse the sweat. I felt like I was swimming. Talk about first impressions. :/

We went to Magnolia Bakery and had an amazing cupcake lol before it melted. Did some shopping and used Joe as a fashion consultant for my purchases at American Apparel. haha. He adores the store and was very helpful. 

And omg I tried on their pants which the highest size is 34....my current waist. Made me sad lol that I am considered fat there. But I picked up two tees and I'm really excited. The one I'm wearing in the pic above is AA and I bought it in LA.

Well I am off to stay cool in this wretched heat and be somewhat productive :)

I'm Back and Full of Juicy Goodness

86 the Juicy Goodness part...that just sounds wrong lol 

Well I haven't blogged in like two weeks. The reasoning for this...I am not quite sure...but I think I just wasn't in the mood to share my life.

Things are going okay with me, my school year is almost over and could honestly not come at a better time. I've lost all focus on priorities and don't really care about much these days.  I feel like anything I put effort into just falls away and doesn't matter. SO, with that said, I guess I'll try and blog more hoping that something will come out of it. One more day of classes tomorrow :) But I have work to do so until next timmmmme.