Love Sex Magic

So I was told that I should post more often...and the thought had occured to me in the past but there was really nothing I wanted to discuss out in the open; personal feelings that is. But I really should have blogged because I traveled Europe for three months in the Spring for school. Everybody else had blogs and updated them for family and friends. I didn't. I am mad at myself now for not doing it! It's in the past....along with my idea that supression is a good way to express my feelings. Wrong wrong wrong!

I have a tendency to complain/bitch/openly vent about things that bother me just because I want to get it out. But I realized this isn't always good because it is not my true feelings, it is just blabber. I want to reinvent this blog. Make it better. Let it work for me and not me working for it.

So this reinvention is going to start now.

I have a lot going on in my life and hope that I will keep up with this.

:)

Thank you.

Peace, Love, & Cupcakes [}}

TOM

PS. Random Shuffle Song: Love Sex Magic - Ciara ft. Justin Timberlake (Well it was first a song from Martha Stewart's Nap Time CD but I didn't want to admit that I have it...ugh I just did lol)

BELIEVE...No, not Cher's song

I am trying a lot harder now to stay positive. Things tend to get me down and make me think that I am not strong enough to get past them. I have the thought process of I will face whatever comes my way but I probably won't get past everything. Yes, this is reality but I want to be stronger than this. I want to think that I can do anything and truly believe in myself. Many people probably think they believe in themselves but do they really know who THEY are before they can believe?? 

It may be taking some time but I want to get rid of the negativity in my life and stay focused on finding the good in my life. One of them is the family which I sometimes take for granted but I know that they love me unconditionally and are my rock. My friends who seem to fade in and out sometimes are there for a reason, because they bring me laughter and a sense of wholesomeness to myself in times when I need it and that helping hand when I fall down.

This will probably make no sense to you if you read it, but it's not for your benefit. 

Please comment if you have anything to say on the subject :) I would appreciate it

Loves this song and it's lyrics!

IDENTIFIED - VANESSA HUDGENS

I know what you're trying to do
Know what you're trying to say
You're giving me the eye
Than pushing me away
It's like you're playing games
Like you're the only one
We're both one and the same
So think about it

All your friends are telling me
There's only one ambition on your mind
You keep on denying it
But all the proof I need is in your eyes

You can say what you want
Play it cool if you like
That you're identified
You play my heart 'cause you're smart
Put up a front
But I see what's inside
That you're identified
You play my heart 'cause you're smart

You keep asking how I am
And watching what I do
You waiting for the chance?
Come on and tell the truth
It's more than obvious
The way you cover up
So tell me why the fuss
Just come on over

All your friends are telling me
There's only one ambition on your mind
You keep on denying it
But all the proof I need is in your eyes
(it's in your eyes)

You can say what you want
Play it cool if you like
That you're identified
You play my heart 'cause you're smart
Put up a front
But I see what's inside
That you're identified
You play my heart 'cause you're smart

You can say what you want
Play it cool if you like
That you're identified
You play my heart 'cause you're smart
Put up a front
But I see what's inside
That you're identified
You play my heart 'cause you're smart

I got a confession
I can see through what you're doing
Had it from the beginning
That you're identified
Come on over to me
Tell me now before you lose me
It's no secret you pursue me
Got you identified

You can say what you want
Play it cool if you like
That you're identified
You play my heart 'cause you're smart
Put up a front
But I see what's inside
That you're identified
You play my heart 'cause you're smart

You can say what you want
Play it cool if you like
That you're identified (identified)
You play my heart 'cause you're smart
Put up a front
But I see what's inside
That you're identified (identified)
You play my heart 'cause you're smart